Ok, I know nothing about computers, but I figure I can follow a few instructions, right? Wrong. I have been trying stuff that I read about in John M Scalzi's journal. No luck. Guess I'm even dumber than I thought. (I refuse to think of myself as stupid, but I can live with dumb.
My depression is back in full force. Yeah, it never went away, but today is as bad as it has been in a long time. I can't seem to force myself to sit under the light that helps with my SAD. I can do it from time to time. Last season it was a piece of cake, this season I just can't make myself do it for some reason. But today I really tried. I sat there for about 1 and 1/2 hours. I used the time to start making Christmas cards. I didn't get many done, but I came up with some cool ideas -- atleast I like 'em.
I know that no one is reading this journal, and at first that is what I sort of wanted. But now, after reading other journal, I wish someone would drop in and leave a comment.
Finding journals hasn't been easy for me. When I made this one one of the questions it asked was to pick a community. So I thought I could go to a site and find other journals in the same community and start reading. Well, if that site is out there I haven't found it, and no one has mentioned it anywhere. Bummer.
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