Nothing Really

I have such a headache.  I haven't gotten anything done today.  Well, I did get to the library.  I finally got a DVD player this year, so when I buy movies for it I give the old VHS movies to the library.  They have also gotten a few of the DVD movies that weren't so good.  Maybe somebody will like them.

Can't believe that John Ritter is dead.  I loved his shows.  This really sucks.  I can't believe that no one had found the problem with his heart.  I mean, because of his job I would think they make him get a physical ever so often.  Wonder what will happen to his show now.  He had what 4 kids?  Only 54 years old.  He wasn't suppose to die yet.

Johnny Cash.  It is bad that he died to.  Someone said that with his wife dying this year and his health that this shouldn't be a real surprise.  I did not know that his last single was a cover of a Nine Inch Nail song.  Can you believe that Johnny Cash was being played on MTV?  I remember his songs from when I was little.  He lead a hard life when he was young, I guess some of that came back to haunt him the older he got.

Haven't talked to my nieces in awhile.  Let's see....one will be 16 next month, she's the youngest.  The middle one will be 18 in a few weeks, she's married and just had a baby (marriage came first folks!!), then the oldest is 19, she has a 1 yr old kid and one on the way.  Kids having kids.  What can I say?  I love them all though.

I have seen some journals that have some sound.  Cool, maybe I'll learn to do that sometime.  But who is out there to listen to it?  Other people seem to have more exciting lives than me.  What can I say, my life sucks.  I don't know how to change it.  I mean I know small things I might could do, but will that really change anything?  Does it really matter if I change things?  Will anyone but me notice?  Will anyone know that I was here on the earth once I die?  No one will miss me.   No one will come to my funeral.  Ever notice that the word funeral starts with fun?  Just like diet starts with die?  Strange.

 If you have never seen a rabbit yawn you have really missed something.