Monday, October 16, 2006

Just me. A few places for you to visit.

                      

First, have you voted for the VIVI's yet? You haven't?  Rush right over and vote! Voting closes on the 18th (I think that's right)  Here's your link --->>> VIVI's

Next.....wouldn't a piece of cake taste really good right now?  Something yummy, just a little sweet?  Something that would make your mouth water?  Something........well heck I've made myself hungry.......Go see the picture of this cake of Lori's that is posted at Deb's.  You will want to just dig in........

Tammy is having an MRI done today.  Leave her your well wishes here ---->>> As I Am  And here she has another entry on how she feels about internet safety for the kids --->>> No I Won't Stop Talking

Guess my meds are about out of my system.  I go from feeling something like a zombie to just raw emotion and crying.  I knew this "phase" was coming but I was hoping against hope that it wouldn't.  Hopefully it will pass.  But I am not counting on it.  I know from past experience.......I go back to the doc on Thursday so I will have to see what he thinks about the situation then.  Don't worry.  I'll live through all this.  It is extremely hard but I have done it before.  Life just has periods of really sucky-ness for me.  I am learning to deal with it.  If you haven't been through it you will not believe me, but really mental pain is worse than any physcial pain I have ever been through.  It doesn't stop, it doesn't let up and there isn't a pill that will go to work on stopping the pain within minutes to hours.  It takes weeks, even months.

Her Royal Hiney-ness woke me up early this morning, the "princess" wanted to go out on the back porch and squirell watch (or whatever other wild city critters that might be out and about), Sophie went running after her.......I have started something by letting them on the small screened in porch.  I think Maggie would rather sit out there than bug me for food.  Oh wait......that might be a good thing.  LOL

Don't worry about me.  I am just in a "gotta feel sorry for me" thing at the moment.  Night-time is worse but I am handling things ok.  At least I think I am.  If the stupid phone company would quit calling me trying to sell me stuff I don't need or want it might be a little better.....LOL  Is it just me or do they always seem to call at the worse time possible?  I know it's their job.......you have to pay me more than I am sure they make to get me to do that type of work......

And one more little thing, with halloween almost here:

        

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

Im going to go vote soon as they answer my questions. I HOPE they do before times up.  I did get a list of the voting nad how the joruanls nominated in last round go. yes that cake is great super great and so moist. Do you know if this is the last round of voting as it seems to be another nominations thing or are they just tabulating who got the most votes??????? then will be a number 1 n2 and three????????

Anonymous said...

Howdy,
Done voted. I wish this was the last round, I think many of us thought it would be. It's being dragged out a long time, several people who voted for me said they won't be coming back a 3rd time. :(
Hope you have a lovely week, did you see the new Journal Index being made up. Good ideal, I put the link on my journal.
Hugs, Sugar

Anonymous said...

Ah the Hallo's of ween are upon us all....our journals are full of the season.  Of course I'll give out catnip......

Anonymous said...

Best wishes with your med changes.......keep the faith!

Anonymous said...

That cake was too much...yuck !  You always do a good job at cheering us up, hopefully some of that will come back at you soon!  Praying for you !  
'On Ya' - ma

Anonymous said...

Thanks friend. For the MRI thingy and especially the Internet safety thing. No, I will not stop. Kids lives are at stake. Tammy

Anonymous said...

Sounds like your feeling more alive..emotional is better than lathargic, and closed in right???? love ya~~~
Christine

Anonymous said...

Sorry sweetie...I knows its a roller coaster ride...I hate those...I do love a good cry...it helps me sleep well...I hope you can bundle up, take some classical music with yah..and go for a nice walk when your feeling up to it...not a cure all...just a moment...inward
-Raven