Howzit? Feel so sorry for the little guy above. The one that's still alive! LOL Poor thing doesn't know that Jimmy has said all he is going to say!
Life is ok. I guess. I can't stand being around people anymore. I thought it was just my meds (and maybe it still is 'cause they haven't totally worked out of my system yet) but whatever it is I would just as soon be the only "live" person in my little world right now.
Oh I still want my e-friends. You guys don't get on my last nerve like "real people" around here do. It is so weird. I wish there was a really good way to explain it but I can't. I am terrible at explaining things.
Just talking on the phone to someone gets on my nerves. Messes up my entire day. Hope this changes soon. Can't go the rest of my life avoiding people. Well I guess I could but I don't think it would be very healthy.
Nothing great on tv last night. I finally found Monsters, Inc on the Disney Channel and watched that. That is a great animated movie. Love Billy Crystal and what's his face.....the guy who played Scully......he was on Rosanne......can't think of his name right now. bummer.....
Well it's fall. From what little I have heard on the TV in some places it is more like winter already. The only thing I really hate about winter is that around here we get more ice storms than snow. Ice is something you don't want to mess around with.
Ever notice how you completely forget about some things and then something comes up and you start remembering stuff? I forget from time to time that this guy my brother was good friends with in high school had killed his wife. Going through some old papers I found the newspaper story from 1983 when in happened. R got 45 years for it. That means if he never gets/got parole he'll be in prison until 2028? Is that right? His 2 children will be grown with their own kids by then. Seems like I heard that he was out of jail........
And that got me to thinking about this girl in my neighbor when I was growing up. B and I were pretty good friends at the time. We were around 10 or 12 when her dad got killed. He was at a friend's house drinking (which was all he ever seemed to do if I remember right) and his friend and he got into an argument and his friend shot and killed him. Said friend didn't remember pulling the triger but said in court "if you say I shot and killed my best friend that I must have done it, I just don't remember any of it."
I am not against guns or for all out gun control. But these 2 people would probably still be alive (barring any other weird stuff going on) if there wasn't a gun in the house they were in.
Guns make me nervous. They were in the house I grew up in and I knew where they were and which ones were probably loaded but it didn't make me feel safe. When I moved out from home my parents offered me one but I wouldn't take it. I did go buy a baseball bat and kept it beside my bed for a few years. LOL Don't know whatever happened to it. Don't know that I would have ever picked it up and hit anyone with it either. LOL
So why I am thinking about all this now? Don't know. Maybe because I was watching that 48 hours thing on A&E. You know it shows the police getting a call to a murder scene and if they don't know who did it within the first 48 hours they may never know who did it.
Wow. Just got a flash. I have had 2 cousins to commit sucide. Everyone seems to think W didn't really mean to and was just acting all crazy over some man, but G meant to he had planned it out. Both did it with guns. I guess if you really want to kill yourself you will find a way even if a gun isn't in the house. It's so sad.
Gesh, if I don't get off this subject I will never get any sleep tonight!
My kitties are great. Sophie is starting to cuddle and sleep with me more than she used to. ::big smile:: Maggie has learned what to do if I try to ignore her. LOL She knows that if she scratches on a certain chair I will finally get up and let her have her way. I have got to do something to put an end to that though. She can't always have what she wants and I can't let her tear up a chair that I paid way (and I mean WAY) too much for.
I'll stop rambling. Hope everyone is having a good weekend. If you aren't covered in snow get out and enjoy autumn before it turns into winter. LOL
this was supposed to be animated. don't know why it didn't save that way.
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Im coming back to read reread again cuase I have to leave but this statement sounds like I said it ask my family
I would just as soon be the only "live" person in my little world right now.
Oh I still want my e-friends. You guys don't get on my last nerve like "real people" around here do. It is so weird. I wish there was a really good way to explain it but I can't. I am terrible at explaining things.
AWWW {{{Kathy}}} I feel like that a lot too, esp when I'm having my TN attacks. Hope you feel better soon.
Hugs, Sug
Hi Kathy,
Sorry to hear you're having a lousy day. I think we all feel unsociable at times, and should be allowed to be so. I am opposed to having guns freely available (like you have your side of the pond), but that's one European talking. Hope you feel better soon.
Best wishes,
Guido
http://journals.aol.co.uk/pharmolo/NorthernTrip
Oh Kathy...
i'm in stitches, that chicken and egg tag is funny...love it!...lollollol.
Astra!
Funny first graphic...
Sorry you're hurting. I'm just now coming out of something like that. It does get better...it always does.
Hugs,
Nancy
Sorry you're having a bad day. You cheered me up yesterday when mine was the pits. We all get them.....Sometimes they last longer than others.
I hate guns. I won't allow one in my house. We're allowed rifles in NY. Not in this house. Many years ago, my husband bought two. They lasted about five minutes. I blew my stack.
Angela
IM terrified of guns myself too. but we have them. I finally learned how to use one. But cars can be a weapon like guns are a knife can and I have known two people get killed by knives and a guy who hung himself via a rope so evne if you did nto have guns this stuff would happen and ONLY crooks would have htem. and we outlaw guns then what about people that knife others. this 14 year old girl was put to jail for killing a 57 year old man this summer with a steak knife. It sure would get hard to eat steak withiout a knife. Im glad your kitties are settiling in and getting fomfy
It may be just a temporary thing, but if it keeps on, I'd get myself checked out. Your blood pressure could be high. I know that sounds weird, but the only time in my life that I had high blood pressure, I felt the same way about being around people or talking to them on the phone. I had absolutely no patience for anyone else at all. Of course it could be depression. I hope it doesn't last.
Lori
yah know..I was thinking maybe I shouldn't leave an entry...Not sure if my perspective is clear enough...and we are all different but then I thought...its OK..to say how I feel on this...I think there is NOTHING wrong with wanting to be alone...at times there IS something wrong about it...it depends on what we are avoiding...for me...people are work...they're 90% of the time NOT who they think they're....We are a race of the "unawares"....What I found in my later years...42...Is with insight must come compassion...ignorance is bliss because you dont get whats going on around you...your a insightful woman...People can get on your nerves because you get them...I'm at present..working on having compassion so I can be more involved...I hate the phone...rather hear silence...rather have surreal than laughter...but I love laughter...I'm not sure if you say something is wrong with you..is the problem....Do you feel your missing out on a dream?...a hope?...someone in your past that the wounds still carry pain?....those things need to be pondered and released....but dont hit yourself up with sadness because people drive you nuts....they do me too...There is a balance...that I know...its a discovery....
~Raven
http://journals.aol.com/rebuketheworld/RebukeTheWorld/
Seems like a good time to just say "I care, and I'm here" and leave it at that. Hang in there.
Jimmy
www.stupidsheet.com
WOW!! I think that is the most I've seen you write at one time. It was good to ream what you have been thinking. I don't think you are completely wrong about people making you feel weird. I get that way too. Monsters Inc is one of my favorite cartoon movies. I think you are talking about John Goodman. He was one of the voices. I hope you have a good day and don't let all those people who enter your life "bug" you to much. regards, Bill.
i HOPR YOU FEEL BETTER SOON.. LIFE IS MUCH BETTER ENJOYED WITH PEOPLE YOU LOVE.. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL THOUGH, IVE HAD MY BOUGHTS WITH DEORESSION AND SECLUSION... TAKE IT EASY AND SOPEND SOME TIME ALONE.. I LOVE YOUR CHICK PICK...
LOVE CHRISTINE
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