Last Day of 2006

     It's raining here.  Raining outdoors, in my head just every
    where.  It's depressing as you know what.

   I have watched part of a DVD I got myself for Christ-
   mas:  Little Miss Sunshine.  

   I have been taping some of the Law & Order: SVU
   marathon that's on the USA network today.  I love the
   show and I have the "hots" for Det Stabler!  He is played
   by actor Christopher Meloni who is a hottie.  Ages ago
   I had HBO and he was on the show OZ also.  You can click
   on the banner below to go to his web site.  Bet he is nothing
   in real life like he is in my head. :(

 

   So do I write about the year past or New Years resolutions
   (which I don't really believe in), or my hopes and dreams
   for the upcoming year? 

   I don't see the point in looking at the past and as far as
   looking forward I don't see much for me there either so
   I guess you will just have to wait and go one day at a time
   with me because that's all I got.  I have no hopes or plans
   I have nothing great to look forward to.  It's just me, my
   cats, my dirty house and my depression.  Nothing is getting
   better, everything seems to continue to go down hill for
   me.  Well 'cept for my babies.  They seem healthy (though
   Maggie wants to eat herself into a big old butterball),
   if you go by their litterbox they are healthy as can be.  I
   can't seem to keep it clean -- guess I'm feeding them too
   well.  LOL

   Ordered a CD that Russ recommeded.  Hope it is as good
   as he said.  If not Russ I know where you work!  LOL

   Playing the game Bookworm a lot lately.  Don't know why.
   I need to be emptying out some of my email boxes, or
   doing housework, or something.  You know with depression
   it is really hard, really hard to do anything, anything at
   all.  I know it is probably hard to understand but that's
   the way it is. 

   I hope everyone has a great time tonight however you
   celebrate the coming in of the new year.  Stay safe.
   DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE!!! The life you save may
   be another AOL J-lander!  If you drink don't drive,
   if you drive don't drink.  Heck get the booze, go home
   lock the front door and get loaded with a loved one.
   That's the best way to do it!  LOL


           
    
   Tags: rain, christopher meloni, Law&Order:SVU, depression