Pamela was an extremely strong woman. It was rare for her to write about how she really felt knowing she had cancer and that she was going to die.
I think she wanted to be strong for her family, and yeah maybe for us also.
Pamela was trying to be very brave for herself also. I doubt I would be so brave.
This is one of her entries that she let her guard down. She let us see some of her fears and her loneliness. It's a tear jerker for sure. So if you don't think you can handle a good cry don't click.
Day 133 ~ missing my daughter and fighting fear
Tags: his1desire, Pamela, Pamela Hilger, lung cancer awareness month,
4 comments:
She was a tough lady. You're right...this entry was a heartbreaker.
Pam
So SAD! :(
http://journals.aol.com/mrsm711/LatteDah/ Tracy
very sad
Pamela will always have a place in my heart. I read through her entire journal and i was blown away at her loss and pain and her courage. I was shamed by her husbands need to keep their daughter from her at a time when they both needed to be there for eachother. She is a wonderful angel in heaven, who went through so much and in the end she became an inspiration to all of us who read her journal. And went through her struggles with her.
Christine
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