Sometimes when a person dies I wonder about their life. Were they ever really happy? Did they get to accomplish whatever they had wanted? What was some of their proudest moments?
Looking back over Pamela's journal it is easy to see that her children were her pride and joy. She would do (and did do) anything for her son and daughter that she could.
I ran across this entry and it really brought a smile to my face. I know that a lot happened after this was written (and things changed between her and her ex), but this was one time you can look and point and say "yeah, she made that dream come true". Wish we all had a dream that even though it was a tough struggle we could look back and say "yeah, I did it. I did it on my own!"
pause .. appreciate .. resume life
Tags: his1desire, Pamela, Pamela Hilger, lung cancer awareness month, remembering Pamela
4 comments:
Great, great, great. We should all think about that...a lot.
Nancy
yeah some days I wish I was dead like her then my children MIGHT appreciate me. The thought had occured to me
I fear all the time that I will die unhappy and the only thing that I will feel joy about is my children...then I feel guilty that I think that way...selfish if you will..have a great night and thanks for the link! TerryAnn
Ahhh, thanks for the link.
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