Nothing major going on around here. Nothing minor either. Just basically SSDD. My social mood is almost at an all time low -- as you can tell I haven't even been social here in J-land or anywhere on line. I need to update all my journals, I need to catch up on my journal reading and do a ton of commenting. But for some reason I really don't see that happening soon. And I hate that. I worked hard to get some readers and to find jounals that I like and to become friends with some of you.
I really don't understand this funk I am in. I've talked about it to Dr Shrink but the main thing he has been working on was to help me get some sleep. We now have that fixed (thank God for drugs! LOL) so I am guessing we will soon have to address the idea of changing my meds dosage or (and I hate this option) changing meds again...... I can't keep living my life the way I have been lately. It isn't living at all. I have been existing not living.
I did get my eyes examed yesterday and should be able to get new glasses sometime tomorrow. Don't know if that will effect my mood in any way but I should be able to read better, and all of you that wear glasses -- it just feels great to get a new pair and change your look a little, right?
My mom is going through everything at her house and wanting to know if I want this or that. I'm all like "mom is there something you aren't telling me?", Mom is no, but I'm not young and you never know when it will be my time. Ok so that has definitely added to my funk. Mom trying to make sure that I get anything in the house that I want (which I inherit everything after she and dad passes any way) and that she doesn't mistakely give my brother something that I want. Sounds like she thinks she isn't going to live long (and I am realistic she is 75 years old), but this is just creeping me out so much. She could live another 5 years or even more.
Tell someone you love them. Remember all those in J-land that are sick, have cancer, having surgeries, depressed, and well heck, remember all the healthy ones too.
And lastly:: hug someone. You just don't know how much a hug can mean to a person.
Kathy
16 comments:
yeah hate when they start giving stuff away it worries you doesnt it.
Yeah I would like to curl up in my home and stay with a concrete wall around it
I've always hated when people started giving their stuff away. Can't help but to think the worst. Try to chipper up!
Missie
Consider yourself hugged friend. Tammy
{{{BIG HUG}}} I hate 'The Funk' too.
(((HUGS))) and a ***BIG SMILE *** from me to you. 'On Ya' - ma
Hi Kathy. Sending you hugs. Blessings, Penny http://journals.aol.com/firestormkids04/FromHeretoThere
http://journals.aol.com/firestormkids04/TimeforaLittlePoetry
I do understand the funk....have been there and many times I am still there....
I hope the doc can do something for ya!
((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))
Take Care Girlfriend-
Ellie
Kathy, don't sweat your participation in jLand. We are still your friends. We don't look at how many times you comment or update and give you a report card. Just keep being you. We love you. ((hugs)))
Krissy
http://journals.aol.com/fisherkristina/SometimesIThink
I wanna hug you, Kathy. Here goes (((((((((Kathy)))))))))))
My parents were always asking us what we wanted when they were gone. They started asking that when I was in my 20's!! Don't let that add to your funk. Older people just feel more "mortal" than we do. Sending you a hug right now {{{{{KATHY}}}}}}}}
Russ
((((((((((((((((((((HUGSTOYOU)))))))))))))))))))I can understand the funk,I think I been in one to long.Everyone could use a hug,your right,you should tell that person you love them and hug them.I hope you have a nice night.
ttp://journals.aol.com/hugsdoodlewacky/Mandy/
((((((((((((( Kathy )))))))))))))
You deserve at LEAST that!
Nancy
you have so much on your plate of course your not in a good mood these days. My prayers are with you. LOL. Now there is a place in IL. Chesseburger in paradise that I have gone to twice. Once was last week. It's a cute place of course after Jimmy owns a few of them I heard.
New glasses are like New Shoes. When they are new and perfect it does pick up my mood.
Here's to a new you with new glasses.
Hugs my friend,
Deb
Hey now! I thought The Funk was specifically Andi-Territory!
What gives????
{{{{{{{{{{{{{I love you}}}}}}}}}}}}
uknohoo
ps: you always worry about your parents more when you're having an episode. sometimes it helps me when people tell me stuff like that...after I get over the initial wanting to bitch-slap their face off, of course.
good friends understand and good friends wait....I too am going through my things right now...throwing out a lot, assigning what to who...spring cleaning? who knows! I know everyday is a gift and a battle for those who struggle with depression.....been there done that and somehow cancer released me from it..strange days indeed! lol
K.
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