Well they are going to announce the
winners of the VIVI awards tonight. It
will be during a chat at 9 pm eastern time
tonight. Go here ----->>> VIVI to
read about it and to find out where to
go. I won't be there so you will have to
keep notes on everything and fill me in
laters.
Tonight I am throwing myself a pity-
party. It has been awhile and I think
now is as good as time to do it.
Why a pity party? Gee, I don't think
AOL would give me enough space to get
it all out. Lets just say this. I suffer
from clinical depression, and right now I
am not only depressed but I am worrying
about things I have no control over. I am
feeling sorry for myself. I wish I could
be more normal. I wish I had some friends
that would be there for me. But I don't.
The people I believed to be friends dis-
appeared when I first got sick. I guess
they thought it was catching or something.
Actually I think most people think I just
have the blues and I should be able to get
over it. Well, it ain't the blues and I
can't just "get over it."
So much has been happening lately that
I just can't handle it all right now. So
I am going to sit myself down with as much
junk food as I can find and plant myself
in front of the tv. Forget the laundry,
forget how dirty my house is, how over
weight I am, forget about my lousy
brother, and my entire lousy life and eat
myself silly.
I have so much to do around the house,
and hundreds of emails (from the groups
I am a member of) that there is no way
I could even put a dent in what needs to
be done.
So that calls for a pity party. I'll eat
myself silly and go to sleep. Tomorrow is
another day and hopefully I will be in a
better mood then.
Have fun at the VIVI party tonight.
I love this background. What do you
think?
Saturday, November 5, 2005
The VIVI awards are tonight.
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Got room for one more ????
I'm having one as well............
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I like the background. I totally understand I have been there more times than I want to admit. Blessings, Penny
Well, you are not alone, believe you me! This whole country (except the rich) is depressed or let down by what is going on. Anyone who has mood disorders only suffers about 500% more when the big picture is out of kilter. In the middle of your party, count your blessings as well, some people are living in a real dump and went to bed hungry. I'm not lecturing but sometimes the American dream that keeps us so hyped up is not all it is cut out to be. Our faith is on the side of the underdog, the oppressed. The Lord is there with His comfort and love. I find great comfort there. I have to read my Bible everyday. Hope you pick it up. I sleep with my Bible, just have to and I feel better in the morning. Say a prayer before you get out of bed, it helps. I say a prayer for you, my friend. Love, Suzy C.
Pity party time is right. I am with you. You just discribed my day
Love the background. Hope the pity party helps make the hard time pass. Too bad your friends didn't turn out to be good listeners. Paula
I like the background, but am concerned for you. I understand depression, hon. Struggled with it all my life. I have a daughter who is bipolar and a sister who is, so I know life can be the pits sometimes. Hope you feel better tomorrow. You were so sweet to send me the beautiful graphics - especially when you feel so crappy. BIG HUGS.
Keeping you in prayers
Barb- http://journals.aol.com/barbpinion/HEYLETSTALK
Reminds me of a dress I once had.
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