Update! Finally!

          Update:  I not only survived the stress test 
        but I "passed" it as well.  They told me 
        that everything looks ok.  The films they
        took of my heart all looked good.  Yeah.
        So that means that my problems are all
        anexity/panic related.  That's good news.
        While having panic attacks aren't great 
         news it is better than having heart 
         problems!

         I love this background.  It looks like 
         smooth marble.

        While my dad worked on my out building--
        the one that was broken into-- he thought
        of what else was missing.  I knew some-
        thing was also gone but just couldn't think
        of it.  It was my kerosene heater.  I kept 
        it in the box it came in --big box-- with all
       the instructions.  Even had a little can of
       kerosene sitting beside it.  I had to use it
       winter before last (?) when I didn't have 
        power for almost a week.  Guess I will have
       to get another one sometime.  Can't believe
        that me nor my dad knew it was missing 
        right away, I mean it was in a big box!  
        Guess I need to take inventory of things
        and keep a list somewhere.  If my house 
        ever got robbed who knows what I 
        could be missing and not realize it!  

        Glad people liked my last entry.  I
       didn't think I was that interesting of
       a person!  LOL

       I can't believe it is almost Thanks-
      giving!  Where has this year gone?
      Why hasn't the weather turned cold 
     yet?  Today it is so warm that I have a
     fan on.

      I am trying to get my house cleaned up.
      I have to just get rid of stuff.  I have a 
      huge trash bag full of stuff for the Good-
      will.  And I still have tons more to go through.
      I kid that it would be easier to just get my
     cats and move -- leave everything behind --
     than to go through stuff and try to pry my 
     little fingers off things.  Things that I don't
     need, things that are just junking up my house. 
     Things thar are just things.

     Thanks everyone for their prayers.  They really 
     helped me get through the stress test.  You  
     guys are the best.