Monday, November 7, 2005

Don't feel well.

I don't feel well at all.
Am I really sick?  Is something wrong with my heart?
Am I just stressed about the upcoming stress test? (which is on Wed)
Am I just coming down with something?
Is the physical just a part of the mental?
Things seem BIGGER when you are depressed.
Things seem WORSE when you are depressed.
Why do I have to suffer like this?
Why can't I be normal?
Life isn't fair.
I just don't feel good at all.
Pray for me.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Been prayin' my friend.  Still prayin' and will continue to pray.  Be well.  You are loved.  Blessings, Penny

Anonymous said...

I started on cold ease and vit c and steam inhaler and licorice tea

Anonymous said...

Kathy~ I know you will do fine in your stress test. I had panic attacks and anxiety attacks. I thought I had asthma (diagnosed). LOL! I have high blood pressure. I always had low blood pressure so never thought about it. The stress tests I took proved what was wrong so I could get the right medication. I take a Beta Blocker now and my blood pressure is consistently normal. I have no more panic or anxiety attacks although it seems like the edges of them are near me. Whatever. I don't have asthma. It was all high blood pressure. Couldn't have known without the tests. I will be praying for you. The lab people are nice and should put you at ease. Hopes up for you! Suzy C.

Anonymous said...

Hi Kathy,
I learned that stress and your mind can make you feel all kinds of different ways.  I am depressed often and can relate to you.  And I do believe that you are normal.  The other people who act as they haven't a care in the world are full of it!  We all have our problems, I don't believe there is such a thing as normal...I think it's all a state of mind.  Alot of they way your feeling just may be intensified by worrying.  Try and relax, I know it's tough...
Take care,
Donna

Anonymous said...

Prayers being sent up for you. Hope your day is better tomorrow. Paula

Anonymous said...

So sorry you're feeling so bad. I have a feeling it's your body reacting to your depression: each effects the other. I'm sure you're stressed about the stress test, hon. Will keep you in prayer. Don't forget whose child you are. HE WILL CARRY YOU WHEN Y OU CAN'T CARRY YOURSELF.
Love you,
Barb- http://journals.aol.com/barbpinion/HEYLETSTALK

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Anonymous said...

You are stressing about the stress test. You will get thru it. U are stronger than you ever thought you were.

Anonymous said...

Hope you're feeling better!