I really don’t know what to think anymore.
Mom stopped taking the Ambein CR and started acting and behaving a lot better. But every time she has problems sleeping she takes it out on dad. And dad starts thinking about leaving or putting mom in a nursing home. Now he’s thinking about getting a dog. He KNOWS that will really set mom off if he does.
I am supposed to go to the doctor with mom on Tuesday. I have no idea what I am supposed to say to the doctor now. I mean mom is tons better than when we made the appointment.
I am eating better. My diabetes "diet" isn’t too bad. I am eating more veggies than ever and cut way back on red meats.
The exercising is a little harder for me. I’m trying and I will slowly get up to what the doctor wants me to do.
My house is such an unorganized mess. I am trying really hard to get things in order.
I know everyone is tired of my griping and complaining. I know I have it a lot better than some. So I’ll try to do better. I used to never (well almost never) complain when I first started this journal. I don’t know what happened. I don’t know why I have just about lost all interest in journaling and being online. I have even quit the grahics groups I were in. I haven’t opened my google email in ages.
So basically life is the same old same old. Oh I did go to the eye doctor yesterday. Gonna get a new pair of glasses. (New glasses always seem to lift you up for a few days.) My eyes hadn’t changed all that much but just enough to get a different perscription.
Kathy
8 comments:
Oh girl...don't you know what the JLand community is all about? Support! It is a place where you can talk & well as long as people are not name calling or plotting some type of evil doing you are safe! :-) You can have one post their thoughts & ideas for a different perspective or just listen! :-) Many times people have gone through what you have or something similar & so they can relate. Just breath slowly, take small time outs & take it with baby steps! You can still tell the doc how she was & then is now. They will then understand!
((((((((((((((((HUGSTOYOU)))))))))))))))))))This is your Journal,you can do what ever you want in it.I dont think anyone is tired of you.I am glad you and your mom is doing better.Have a ncie Sat.
You write what you want, Cathy, whether it be good or bad. I'm sorry your parents appear to be at loggerheads, with you in the middle.
Griping? Were you griping? I just thought you were just writing about what is going on in your life. Now . . . I have some griping to do . . . maybe in my journal. Maybe not. I am glad your mom is doing better. Just take care of you. Love and many blessings, Penny http://journals.aol.com/firestormkids04/FromHeretoThere http://journals.aol.com/firestormkids04/TimeforaLittlePoetry
You sound like life is just moving along and you are doing what you need to do. As for you Mom's Doc appointment I would just tell the doc what you wrote in this post. Start there and see what he says.
Hugs and love,
Deb
Your parents sound like mine, and of course, us grown kids are always stuck playing referee! Have a good Sunday.
Missie
you can rant - rave- complain - talk about whatever you want...it is your journal.....better to vent here then not vent at all!!!!
take care
Ellie
You write what you want to--this is your space. Being in the middle is a no-win thing. They will work it out, just take care of you.
xoxo
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