First things first. Every needs to drop over at John's place and
congratulate him! He has been nominated for 2 Sci Fi writers
awards. He is up for the Hugo and the Campbell Goodness awards.
I don't know much about these awards but I know they are a
big thing for authors of science fiction books.
Next, Jimmy has a couple of questions he wants answers to. If
you think you can be totally honest check out this entry of his.
The weather here is a little chilly. Seems as if this spot of NC has skipped over winter. That is ok by me. I am ready
for some warmer weather. Some daisy weather! LOL
I LOVE daisies!! They are my favorite flower. Yep I
would rather have a daisy than a rose. An ex-boyfriend
liked that. He could go pick daises and not have to
spend money on roses! Yeah, he was kinda cheap.
I feel like such a hypocrite sometimes. I go around J-land
telling folks that life is good and they should cheer up
life isn't so bad and it will get better. Look on the
bright side of things. All the while I am sitting here
having my own pitty party. Though a part of me
knows that things has to get better and that life isn't
as bad as I think it is..........I still only see how crappy things are.I sit here and cry over pets that have died. I miss the
way they would sleep with me and my present kitties
don't. I love Sophie and Maggie so why do I dwell on
the others? Do other people get as attached to animals
as I do? Other people in J-land are having problems with
their partners, worry about their parents health,
and Pamela with cancer and I sit her and cry over
how dirty my house is and that I am so overwhelmed
that I don't know where to start cleaning. Before I
got depressed I always had a clean house, clean dishes, clean
clothes. Heck I even cooked. Now I don't do, or rarely do
these things. I want my old life back. I want to be "normal".
Don't forget to go over to John's can congratulate him. And check
out Jimmy's question. Leave some hugs for Pamela.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Thursday the 23rd day of March
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7 comments:
My daughter loves daisys and I wish we had some warm temps too. you know Im tierd of being sick no voice since Tuesday. GRRRRRRRRRR Yeah but I could have it worse
Will check them out.
Angela
PS.....I'm with you. Daisies over roses any day. : )
Kathy~ I always enjoy your comments on others' journals. You manage to read their words and give them support, especially Pam. You are there for her so constantly, well, it is encouraging. So don't get so down on yourself. You are in the slumps of a depression but it still is winter and when the weather turns that will help, I know I suffer in it too. The mess is a symptom ya know! When it clears up more you will start to clean up.
As for missing pets that are gone, I often go to sleep at night remembering each one since my first dog and cat, the dog was here before I was born. It's like they are there with me. My brother and I shared that this last year and he remembered one dog I had forgotten! He does that too! I believe our pets that we love go to heaven and will be there when we get there, so it helps me be good!
I just love your daisy graphic, it cheers me up so. I have a really good daisy story that I will share with you later. It's a good one.
Suzy Colorado
I have started a forum for support and positive healing for those of us that suffers from anxiety attacks, panic attacks, chronic diseases, depression etc...please email me I would really like to talk to you.
Ellie (below is the forum website--I am still working on it)
http://pub50.bravenet.com/forum/4290592576
I have some thoughts...so tired, so I will drop in tomorrow. I think you are doing the very best you can. Hang in there Shug,
I love you!
andi
Making my weekly trip through J-Land, stopping to say hi.
As for pets, well you know how I feel...:))
Have a good wkend! ;0)
Blessings,
SUGAR
http://journals.aol.com/sugarsweet056/SUGARSLIFE/
http://journals.aol.com/sugarsweet056/PRAYING4U/
http://journals.aol.com/sugarsweet056/MYBELOVEDFURRBABIES/
Kathy, hang in there.
Hugs,
V
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