Christmas Eve

          Christmas Eve can you belive it is already here?  Can you
          believe all the shopping and eatting you have done? 

          I went and put flowers on my Aunt E's grave today.  It is
          hard to believe she has been dead for 6 months.  It doesn't
          really feel like she is dead somehow.  I really don't know
          how to explain it.

          Holidays are rough on those of use that suffer from depress-
          ion.  So today feeling sorry for myself I ordered a small
          pizza from Pappa John's and sat and ate the entire thing.
          My pants feel too tight now.  LOL  I will try to eat better
          tomorrow.  Maybe.  hee hee

          This morning was the last of Sadie's meds.  Thank goodness!
          She seems to be feeling lots better.

           Today mom and I watched "our" christmas movie.  It's "I'll
           Be Home For Christmas" with Jonathan Taylor Thomas.  That
           guy is such a cutie!  He was the middle -- and cutest -- kid
           on that show "Home Improvement" with Tim Allen.  Anyways
           it is sort of a tradition with mom and me to watch that movie.
           My personal tradition is to watch the orginal "Christmas in
           Connicutt"  (ok, so I can't spell get over it)  The one with
           Barbara Standwick. 

           I am one of the few, very few, that can't stand that "other"
           traditional movie, you know the one with Jimmy Stewart.

           Merry Christmas Everyone.

                               Kathy