Catching up

       I have put off writing an entry because I can't get what
      is in my head to come out on the keyboard.  I can think it
      but my fingers just can't key it for some reason.  Ever have
      that problem?

      Dallas (my 19 year old cat) has made such a recovery I can
      hardly believe that I thought I was going to lose her just a
      few short weeks ago.  So glad that I gave the meds a chance
      to work.  And Sadie is pretty happy to have Dallas feeling
      better also.

      My aunt.....she is slowly getting worse.  The other day she
      was walking down the hallway asking for help.  When asked
      what she needed she didn't know.  I don't know how dementia
      goes, but Aunt E is getting worse I believe.  She seems 
      happy enough where she is now.  She doesn't ask to leave or
      anything.  They seem to be treating her ok.  We go visit at
      different times on different days (and usually twice a week
      if not more) so if they were doing something I think we would
      catch on to it.

      Yesterday I went to visit my Aunt Betty.  She lives about an
      hour away.  Se knew I couldn't get there till about lunchtime
     so she made my favorite ---- fried sweet potatoes.  Yummy.
     She made enough for me to bring home.  So good I have been
     eatting them cold right out of the fridge.

      When I go to visit Aunt Betty I have to go on this bridge
      over a river.  Bridges over bodies of water are like a phobia
      to me.  I hold my breathwhile crossing.  This particular
      river is always brown and muddy looking which for some
      reason makes it worse.  Wonder why it stays muddy looking?

      As you know my pastor left us for another church.  Some of
      my Sunday school class is going tomorrow to hear him
      preach at his new church.  I have been wanting to go.  But
      I am not going to be able and it just makes me so mad.  Why
      can't I go?  My anxiety problem is kicking into high gear.  I
     knew it would show it's ugly head but I didn't know that
      it would be this bad.  There is no way I would be able to
      go tomorrow.  Sometimes life just stinks, ya know?

      Saw my doctor this week.  He is so proud of me.  I showed
      him the chart I got from Curves showing my progress and
      he was really impressed.  Doc says he has other patients
      that goes to Curves and that he recommends it.  My 
      blood pressure was way down and he said if I keep it up
      in another few months he may be able to cut back on
      my blood pressure meds!  Yeah!!

      Sadie is sitting her on my desk falling asleep.  She is soooo
      cute.

      Here is a neat graphic for you.  Be patient for it to load it
      is really funny.