October the 30th

I just want to start by 
thanking everyone for the 
well wishes.  I am  sure 
that everything is ok. 
It's just better 
to have things  
checked out. 

Friday night in the ER after 
the nurses did all their stuff  in 
walks Dr. Yummy....Oops, wait.....that 
wasn't his name.  Nope, it was 
Dr Hottie!  Oh, no.....that 
wasn't it either....... 
Whatever his name was 
he should not be allowed 
to come into a woman's 
room that might be 
having a heart 
attack!  Cause  
seeing him could have 
given me one!  LOL  And he 
was soooo young!.  I never get a 
regular doctor that looks that  
good! 

And then on Saturday 
before I was discharged 
Dr Hottie's close cousin 
came in to see me and
to make sure I get 
an appointment with 
the cardiologist. 
While cousin Hottie 
was talking to me he kept 
looking at the heart monitor screen. 
He told me everything was ok, to calm 
down.  Seems as my heart had 
started racing just a bit!  
How embrassing.   LOL 

My cat's gave me the 
cold shoulder most 
of yesterday.  I
guess they missed 
me friday night. 
Oh they weren't starving, 
I put dry food down before 
I went to the ER, and my dad came  
over Saturday morning and put some 
can food down for them. 

I am not much on 
Halloween so instead of 
giving out candy tomorrow 
night I will be in the 
dark watching some 
kind of horror movie.
Maybe something by 
Stephen King. 

I am so sorry that I haven't gotten  
around to everyone's journal or 
leaving comments at the ones I 
have been stopping by.  I will 
try to do better. 
I need to get caught up 
on my emails and stuff 
but I will be around. 

Take care.  Be careful 
if you are out and 
about tomorrow night. 

This time change has me all messed up. 

Kathy    

                 

Not feeling so great

Yesterday evening I started feeling like I was having a panic attack, but it felt different somehow.  So I called my dad to take me to the ER.  I spent the night there while they ran tests.  Good news is that I didn't have a heart attack and there are no blood clots.  Because I was starting to feel some better this morning the Doctor said I could come home but would have to be in his office in the next week or two for a stress test.  Chances are good that I am just having alot of bad back-to-back panic attacks, but he thinks it is best to go ahead and rule out any beginnings of any type of heart disease.  (there is a ton of heart problems in my parent's families.

I feel better but still lousy.  Then  I opened some of my other email accounts to find over 1000 emails in one and 600 in the other.  Totally forgot that I had signed up for something called "tag wars" for the weekend.  Have never seen so much mail in my life!  I guess I will get it cleaned out sometime.  I have already missed tag deadlines -- but do I care?  Heck no.

Talk to you guys laters.

Don't forget to change your clocks tonight!  Go back an hour!!!!  Yeah, an extra hour of sleep.

Kathy

Evil Zombie Snowmen

Hello.  Can you believe 
that October is almost 
over?  That time changes 
this weekend? 

I took both the kitties to the 
vet today.  They needed nail 
trims, and I wanted to get 
them weighed.  Little miss 
Sophie is a whopping  6.7 
pounds!  Dr B says she will grow 
into a big cat.  I said as in fat?  
Nope, just an overall big cat.  About 
10 pounds.  He says she will 
grow into her paws!  LOL 
Sadie on the other hand,  
just weighed 4.3 pounds. 
Sadie has never weighed more 
than about 5.5 pounds.  She  is 
doing ok with her health, 
she just can't keep weight on. 
I feel so bad for her.  Dr B 
said that she has good 
muscle town and seems 
to be doing ok.  We don't 
want her to loose too much 
weight, but for now she is 
ok.  

I had a major panic 
attack last night.  If 
you have never had one 
let me tell you, you feel like 
you are going to die. 
I have went to the ER before 
because I just knew I was 
having a heart attack.  But last 
night I convinced myself 
that I was ok and not having 
a heart attack.  So no trip to 
the ER.  Of course if I ever have 
a heart attack will I think it 
is a panic attack?  Hmmmm 

Oh, in my "about me" 
column I have also added 
a link to my favorite comic strip 
if you have never read  Rose is 
Rose then you need to pop 
over there and give it a try. 
I LOVE the cat Peekaboo!

That's all for now.  Hope this 
color of yellow looks ok on this 
back.  Let me know what you think.

Here are few other 
colors to compair it to: 
light yellow  
dark yellow  
white  
black 
orange 
light green 
red 

See ya around J-land.

Kathy         

Click the graphic for your morning coffee!

A link to your morning coffee is in my about me section.

It's time!

       Just a regular old background this time.  This
     one may be a little hard on the eyes though.

    The main reason for today's entry is to make
     sure you know that the voting has began!  Yep,
     voting for the VIVI  - that's the unoffical
     AOL J-land awards -- started  today.  Be sure
     to go to the "offical" VIVI journal for the
     link to vote.  Go here ----->>  Let the Voting
     Begin.  You can't vote for me (bummer) but
     there are some great journals to vote for.
     So if you haven't already hurry on over there
     and vote!

     Sorry if this background is too hard on the
     eyes.  Please feel free to comment on the
     backgrounds I use, size of text and color of
     text.  I know it is my journal and I can use
     anything I want, but since there are people
     reading it I would like for it to be readable.

     This is blank text, other colors I thought 
      looked pretty for this background are:

      Pink   Med shade of Green  Purple 

      But are they readable?

      That's it for today.  I have tons of stuff to
      do around the house.  Tomorrow is trash and
      recycle pick up day so I have to get them out.

     
  

      

 

What happened?

Anyone know how my "break through" background entry got in here twice?  The extra one wasn't there before.......

Kathy

 

2 entries in 1 day?

This is so great.  Being able 
to use these backgrounds 
that I found.  Thanks again to 
Joe for his help.  And to Celeste 
for all she did to try to help me.  

I don't really "celebrate" 
halloween  -- getting too old -- 
but I love black cats so this time 
of year is a great time to collect 
graphics on the web.  I love this 
background. 

My brother says that he is picking up  
the wife and his youngest daughter 
and moving out west somewhere. 
I cannot believe that he is really gonna  
do that. His wife has tried for years  
to get him to move as far away as 
possible from his family. 
Well, I do feel bitter about this, 
I won't pretend I feel any 
different.  It is their lives after 
all. 

My sister-in-law is mad at their 
youngest.  G was in a car accident 
a couple years back and is now 
getting a check as part of the 
settlement.  S-I-L wants G to 
spend the money on her.  She is really 
mad that G won't give her the money. 
I find it funny.  Can you tell s-i-l and  
I aren't the closest of friends?  LOL 
I shouldn't be like that.  It is not very 
Christian like.  But I feel the way I feel.

The weather has turned off really chilly 
today.  I was beginning to think that
we were going to have summer (or 
something close to it) for the rest 
of the year!  LOL  Trees still 
have leaves on them but they are 
beginning to turn. 

I have been having all sorts of computer 
problems today.  Somehow my Norton 
security stuff turned itself off. 
Took forever to get it back on. 
And AOL, don't even get me started.... 
This morning I couldn't open any web 
pages.  This afternoon they would open.  Well 
sort of.  They would open and the page 
would be blank.  Stayed blank. 
I tried everything in the world to 
fix it and finally decided to just 
re-install AOL.  Now everything 
is working fine.  But I did lose all the
mail I had saved and the mail I had
in my waiting to be sent folder (sorry 
to those in my graphics group). 

I guess 2 entries in one day is  
enough.  Got tons of things to get 
done, both online and off. 

Take care.  Keep warm. 

Kathy